Not one to believe right away, can't help in this condition but feel praningsky that what if these aren't just scares? What if it really is the end of times, and all I did for the last few days on earth was stay in my room, eat and drink, sleep, sulk at my problems, spend time in front of my computer, or watch series and movies (I've finished My Amnesia Girl last night, and started with FRIENDS marathon). =P Lord sana makabawi pa ako!
Anyway, some updates! :)
So yesterday afternoon, it was the first time I spent HOME ALONE because mom really has to go out to do some grocery shopping, and buy more of my meds. I wasn't in bad health anyway, and emotionally I feel stronger, so I said it's ok.
After spending time online chatting with my high school best friend and transferring Anagon Collection stuff, I saw tweets on American Idol, and so I watched the show in our hall...Using plastic gloves to turn on the TV (hehe). I realized I am rooting for the growling girl Haley. I love that she's just having fun, but I learned today hindi daw siya pasok. :P I think I just jinxed her, haha.
When they got home, mom brought my dinner inside my room. First time ko din to eat my meal in my room, kasi umuwi narin si Cea. Usually nauuna ako kumain kaya sa dining padin. But it's ok, I just devoured my Chowking tokwa and kangkong while watching My Amnesia Girl, hehe!
After eating my dinner and my ice cream, and still watching (plus checking my FB and Twitter every minute--haha)...I realized I didn't feel the need to vomit. First time in so many days! I felt good about myself. :)
Also, mom showed me the new meds she bought at the Generics Pharmacy...Acyclovir at half it's price! Asa P40+ lang siya per tablet, compared to the P100+! Hope these are as effective!
Although when I tweeted about this, marami namang nagsabing parehas lang daw, mas mabilis lang daw tumalab yun branded...Hehe. :P Oh well, let's see!
Today I started making wire art orders again, since someone deposited in my account yesterday.
I can feel that I am back to business na uli (yey!). Sana mag tuloy tuloy na to. It's hard to admit this, but naburnout din ako with what I am doing, and suddenly I just got tired of everything. I want my groove back, and the first step is always to take the irreversible step--Take Action....Sabi nga ng God's Wants You To Know ko a few days ago, hehe.
So back to the first topic, if today is the last day, and tomorrow is the end of the world...What will you do? You're so lucky you're not stuck in your room. Do something extraordinary today! I'd love to run outside and go to my friends and hug them and tell them THANK YOU and SORRY, but then, this might just all be a scare and magka bulutong pa sila and instead of loving me, they'll hate me for my recklessness and gullibility --hah! So tonight I'll just dance to Jay Sean...It ain't the end of the woooorld! :D
See you when I see you guys! Pagaling nako! Kelangan na lalong magtago mga kapatid ko, at eto na daw ang phase na mas nakakahawa!!! ;P