If you've been hanging out with me for the past months or so, you know how I always go on and on with being allergic to clinging. Not that I am not clingy (ako na ata pinaka clingy haha), but how past encounters traumatized me with anything close to this feeling of being needy. Besides, by getting myself out there, I feel that I am muchmuch more vulnerable. As Sarah once told me (pero it really stuck in my head) "Ikaw kasi yung type who feels betrayed when you're hurt. Dibdib kung dibdib." There are times I wish I won't be "tamed" (The Little Prince definition), but lately there are more days wherein I just let go of that fear and open up again. Like I used to do. And so far, I am simply having the bestest days of my life: Meeting new friends, getting to know (and appreciating) people more--those I used to regard as strangers / just acquaintances, and of course, just living the life without expectations.
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead. - Lifehouse