Spent hours staring blankly outside UCC coffee shop, killing time till I was "considerably late" for the Primadonna event in the Makati Shang hotel (which is just across the street). Sipping my literal na iced coffee (a new drink in their menu) and gobbling their churros-style waffles, I suddenly had a faint realization of this happiness-in-the-littlest-things (like in a Muji-bought feeling-Anagon shoppers' bag), this "peaceful" state I've so longed for for the longest time. Ahh, you're back. I thought. Maybe my FB Message from God is right when it virtually-sermon me with this:
... that the answers are within you. You're chasing in the wrong field. What you are looking for is inside of you, not 'out there'. Take a few days off to become quiet and look within, and you will find it.